From now on I want to write everything what I feel.
One 17 Nov 2011 I meeting Zulaikha at Serangoon going to watch movie together then Sandy also come but she meeting her bf soon so we go check what movie to watch suddenly feel don't want to watch le cause the price getting expensive so we decided to go shopping time. At Serangoon shpping central okay big but ZX told Zulaikha the serangoon and vivo city almost big. Then we walk around shop here shop there look around. Then I and Zulaikha wanted eat Mac we go library first then later go eat. After that we eat finish Mac we go shopping again to see see around what thing to buy Zulaikha want to go Etude House to see see then she told to buy Mask for myself but I never buy cause money not enough I need to wait 2nd paid to come then see how, Then we go walk big round sudden Zulaikha want to go home cause tmr she have to go early for school then I some more tmr have work 1pm to 5pm. We wanted to go home to take MRT but can't find the way out I look around but the notice board say here then we go here oh shit wrong way then Zulaikha finding the wat out then I follow lol. When we get the place to go out we take Purple Line to Green Line then we reach Choa Chu Kang change to LRT. At first taking Purple Line I was listening music with her then reach Outram Park I till don't know sia then Zulaikha stand up I was shocking why she stand up I look at her then I find out we reach Outram Park le sudden she say she can't go out with me next time don't want to go out with me then she say can't travelling with me cause if reach there I don't know and some more if she sleep like that we will straight away we sit until to the end she say until I feel heart pain how she say like that I know la I'm stupid ma some more never study. Everytime you say something that I don't like I will feel sad and always cry at my room no one know only my mother know cause in heaven now. I only can cry and cry. Some more you say like that and that June got hurt say what " Ni Ma Si" mean your mother die ya I know my mother is dead. If one day I really no friends anymore I really will go my mother and cry in font of her cause she is the only I can tell the more anything not happy or no one to talk I was look at her photo and say. I must indepented on myself. So this year must online for ITE for next year study. JiaYou!!!! AnnLing