How I wish my mother can always beside me when I need her. Is going to 3 years. Next year I don't know I can study or not cause I can't get in ITE College West at all so I wish n I pray to god please let me study I really regret never study hard now regret alot times. If my mother til alive I think this year I won't work n sad alot times. When you alone at room really miss my mother chat with me n bring me go out shopping. Every year Chinese New Year I need to Ah Kim house celebrate n I never celebrate with my father mostly at Ah Kim house celebrate. I think next year I can't go Ah Kim house le cause I make Ah Kim angry and sad :(( How I wish I can grow up fasted n travelling around the world.